So for those of you who don't know, I've started back in the clinics now.
I'm almost 5 weeks into psychiatry and I have to say that there is such a need for Jesus in America. Seeing people in shambles because of the emptiness and pains of their heart makes me understand the weaknesses of my own self. Although my heart and soul bear very little resemblance to Christ, I know that it is his grace and blessing that has kept me out of the psych ward. A little Jesus can go a long way for those who've been torn and tattered in the mind.
posted by Albert at 10:51 오후
Sometimes life seems like a real messy blur. I feel like time passes by so quickly, even to the point where I feel like episodes in life start to repeat themselves. This worries me, because I know that a lack of "purpose" is the culprit of spiritual and mental delinquency. Finding myself in the later 20 age bracket now, I feel a sense of
anxiety about life. Is this life just a repeating cycle of reading, tests, deadline, paychecks, and bills? It can't be....
Even within the church.... things seem to be repetitive... almost dejavu like. Bible study, retreat, revival, sunday worship... they come and go and come again. But do they change me? Do they make any eternal lasting effect?
Why do we live the christina life? Why do we serve at church? Why do we do the things we do? Good questions with difficult answers. I really don't want to be a Christian who is a Christian by default; or a Christian who follows the motions for self centered reasons. Sometimes I question it... somtimes I question the hearts of others as well... but ultimately I realize the need for accountability and self-evaluation.
posted by Albert at 1:56 오전
